Her round eyes keep staring me while I make her sleep…singing singing , something am not so good at. I keep murmuring in my thoughts , what exactly is going on in her mind, looking at me while she is feeling soooo sleepy.
i felt she wants me to pick her up from her cradle and hold her in my arms, play with her, cuddle her. Even though I feel she wants all these, i do not pick her up , because , she is sleepy. She keeps smiling , trying to convince me ” mom , i don’t want to sleep now, just let me play , or be in your arms ,to look around ,what’s happening” .
She keeps playing , in her cradle , or making noises trying to deviate my mind , and convince me , to pick her up, she does all these dramas and of course she does make us take her and we could see the joy in her eyes .
I always loved t make my daughters sleep, its sometimes tedious , now its more like a hurdle for me, somedays its easier , somedays whatever we do , they don’t feel like sleeping.
Wondering what all next to come .