Jealous mommy

  Am.not sure about other mommies..but ofcourse am a lil jealous..when my lil darling daughters  adore someone else other than me.

I just can’t digest that idea about me being inferior to anyone else in their life. I enjoy the moments when someone else takes them from my arms and they keep looking for me because they can’t be away from me.

Its a special feeling and I  keep njoyng it. BUT ofcourse i know i need to give them some space in their life which helps them realize many things in life.

Always want my kids to give importance to us parents and then comes anyone else. Its not easy…those feeling comes with lots of love , understanding , freedom of thoughts and care ,  nothing else bring about what i want to be in my kids eyes.

Hope I Will be able to be important to them in their life.

lil motivation and lil appreciation is all we need

Am just a beginner , don’t know the ethics in writing , and not much knowledge in writing , but as a human, require motivation.

Luckily have a few friends who find time for us to read and give comments , else writing will be like a dream unachievable for me. I  feel my 24hrs are just not enough to jot down a few words, to feel better. Writing helps like as if am talking to my inner self, just putting down what i feel helps me a lot. 

It just refreshes mind, sometimes I end up writing lots of drafts and just save it, sometimes i publish it and a few good friends of mine, who are not jobless find time to read it and I just feel ” Oh thank god , at least there is some one to read what I have written , or someone is just experiencing what I feel .”

Everyone is busy , who gets to find time for others, who keep us alive at times.Social networking is helping people to chill out a lil time from their busy life which revolves around for me as , cooking, cleaning,kids,and other lil household purchasing  to just me time which i rarely get. 

Every word of appreciation is pretty much important , even if its just for nothing, it helps and motivates to live.I have seen my daughter feel it ,every time ,even if she makes a small tower, its truly a big achievement for her, if I just neglect it, I know , going on further ,she will stop appreciating everything around her and that doesn’t make a perfect person.