Songs and songs forever

When nandu was small, it was all the time cartoon or some fav rhymes of her on tv. My younger one, has a different taste, she like all movie songs.She enjoys all the songs , with a good beat , she dances , and enjoys singing  along ,and she has company too my nandu  , so she enjoys it even more. 

the songs keeps playing from morning till night, and in between that , fights for cartoon also will be going on, all the time. Its tough, and mostly my younger one wins , the privilege of being younger one. And myself and their dad , and my nandu, fails, and have to sit and listen to the same set of songs , over and over.

Nowadays , I don’t sing any songs, seems am getting enough of songs , its like in sleep also , I feel like the songs are played in the house, so nothing else seems to run in my head.

Height of addiction. 

Wonder when she will get bored with the same songs played over and over, I remember when I was in my teens, I used to record a casset full , one song, just to listen to it over and over. Now am over with such madness , and getting civilised.

I never knew my moms words would come true, like this. As she used to say , I will also have to understand how difficult it is to listen to a song over and over again , when you really got bored with it. 

History repeats.  😉 

when am away

Its a tough thing for moms , at times , to let go few things and relax. Yea, I am a kind of that. 

Whenever I leave my baby with their dad ,or anyone else ,other than my mom, I tend to give lots of to-do checklist , wherein I should not have to at times. Its a natural habit in me, even I am busy in some certain work , not away actually, I still give a big list, and their dad , gives me  an expression ” What a mad woman, don’t I know to do al those , why giving a long lecture” , I know its not told , but I can still think this will be the though going on in his head.

At times , I know some people don’t know to manage my kids ,and I have to give a long better options when one doesn’t work out. Some people I trust to a different level, I know they can handle any kind of situation they would encounter and they may come up with better options, than  the ones I could list out. 

The problem with me , am so obsessed with parenting that , I hate to leave my kids with anyone. And even if I do, the only time I relax is when am back with them , and hug them tightly. 

The secret wish is that, I want them to miss me when am away, and eagerly wait for me to come back and feel the better relaxed with me. Ofcourse am jealous to see if someone can handle my kids better than me, luckily only my mom can do it. 😉 

At times , I need to remind myself, that parenting is a task , that has to be done by both parents and not alone by mom. A kid needs both mom and dad, only then its a complete family. And as a mom , most of the times, I need to try to keep my kids happier, Thats why a big list of things come out of my mouth, when am not with them , because , I don’t want anyone to be imperfect for them, but be able to do atleast a minimal things which I do.