She was lost ……until

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Where is she?

Where is her smile, the ones that brighten up her eyes?

Where is she, who enjoyed every moment?

Is she lost behind all those fake smiles?

She questioned on her own since there was none to do so

she was alarmed at the change she had

She was hidden, under the shadows of her responsibilities

unquestioned by anyone, unattended by her loved ones

Was she someone else now?

She has lost the charming smile, that lit herself like a lamp

she has lost the artistry of living a little

To live it up, all she needed was a push

a push to the infinity, where she had all the happiness trapped in

She was lost in the world of deadweight

Until she found the love to live

the love that brightened up, with him she was herself

she could never hide her happiness, her sorrows, and even her limitations

She felt being the powerful to express what she was

something she waited for long, was in her life now

Love changed her

recovered her selfhood from the infinity.

She found joy in all around her,

she could smile even with his thoughts running in her mind

Abundant love was what brought her back to life

Holding his hands, she relished her life

unknown to boundaries and hurdles.

She was paradox

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Colors everywhere

yet she was in hiding herself in the mystic black

did she convey that she hated all colors?

No, she was not, she loved the mystery of black

only the ones who knows her what is hidden underneath the black

black welcomes all colors and soak them into itself

the beauty of black is unmatchable

the blackness of the night sky

darkness has its own beauty

beauty only know to the ones who admire everything

the world that just loves fairness, fail to admire the elegance of black

the mystery that holds in the darkness is the one that tantalizes her

she wanted to be mysterious to the world and know to only those who know her in depth

she posed to the world as someone who wants to be hidden

she was not an open book, but an enigma

she was afraid to get out of the paradox she built, to keep herself happy

the riddle in her soul was just unwinding itself when she falls in love

yet the conundrum remained unsolved like the demure black hole.