As I dissolved​ into him

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He held my hands close to his heart

letting me explore the sound of his heart beat

bringing my ears close to his heart

All I could hear was my name thumping against his hairy chest

He took me in his arms, and all I could feel was his warmth of love

His soul longed for me, and I could feel the quickness of his pulse

As I rested my head on his prickly hairs on his chest, I felt ticklish

he slowly planted a kiss on my forehead, promising to love me forever

As he slowly held my chin up, I closed my eyes

with my lips trembling, longing for the touch of his lips

as I was dissolving into his skin, all I could feel was the depth of his heart

the love for him, let me into his soul

He immersed himself on to me, as I lay there floating in his arms

my lips smiled, and his eyes smiled at me

all I could feel was the warmth in the cold air

As his lips came closer to mine, I reached out to him

his lips were like the soft petals of the lotus

the touch of it made me pure

I felt like the whole me was dissipated and dissolving in him

it was just love that was existing then….not me nor him.

Battling with my heart

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I sat beside the window

watching the trees battling with the wind

I felt numb as I knew my mind was battling the same inside me

the battle keeps on until one looses

but for me, it was just me and my soul fighting

I didn;t know whom to support

when one fought for my happiness and another one happiness of others

one was for him, and one was against him

the battling kept on going powerful

yet none succeeded

I knew that the one my soul ever wanted was him

it never stopped, and stood up the best way

As he held me strongly, the battle slowly favoured him

I knew, in the end, my happiness would be chosen, as it is the destiny.

I walked upon my sacrifices and the pain that I buried in my soul

to reach for him, as he held my hands

I felt like I was taken up to heaven

his eyes looked upon mine as if I was a princess to him

As he kissed me, I felt all my bits fallen away into the thin air

The only thing left was just me with the one I loved.

Escaping from the dampness of my sorrows

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He felt like a wind that soothed my heart

his hands were caressing my hair that was battling in the wind

he held me closer to his arms, wiping my tears

as I said him the bitterness of my life

he held tightly and squeezed me in his arms

I could read his emotions from the way he depicted it

he couldn’t resolve my past

yet he wished I was not drowned in it

he loosened his hands when he felt I was stable

I realised how strong I felt with him near me

his hands held me not letting me fall off

I could feel his love in his hug

he unwrapped my sorrows from the past

dissolving it in the love he had for me

letting me escape from the dampness of the sorrows.