Concealed

The nights of emotions overflowing

the nights which witness my tears rolling

I wondered why all the emotions come cumulatively

Yet, I never stopped crying

The phase of my life which I want to throw away

the past that creeps into me when am happy

the past that has no connection with me now

I knew that was not the right place to stay

yet when am sad, my brain takes me for a jumbo ride

The ride, that gives me the glimpse of all the unhappy memories

the memories that constructed the new me

yet I remained the same deep inside

The new me could not overpower the older me

The whole me sneak out whenever it is time

to enjoy the freedom of living

It was hard to be imprisoned in a soul

veiling the genuine me, under the shades of delusive one

AM I confused?

I never knew as I lived the dual life, but loving with a heart of my true self.  

Paint your own world


Emotions crawling into me

Unable to control it

I am disturbed all over

Feeling of disgust and anger

Wondered what was causing me erupt

Uninterrupted tears rolling down

Missing the happiness spree

Emotional turmoils are causing distress

Anger bursting out of me

All I need was a break

Break me free from all norms

I decided to rethink

Rethink the world as the way I want

My heart began to calm down

Everything seemed to be placed rightly now

There was a hope awakening in me

I was right I felt

Finally the rainbow shined bright in my sky.

THE UNREAL WORLD WE LIVE IN

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Silent Sufferer

The instant I hear you loud

I wondered why my eyes filled up

your words almost broke me up

The agony was beyond words to express

Was I tolerating the anger?

Was I being numb?

I thought over it thousand times

yet my heart never let the thought invade it

the flash of our fondness overwhelmed my heart

I realized that it was not my tolerance

but the words that I was scared to say

the words that might make you walk away from me

the pain of the thought shudders my heart

just letting me envisage on how much I adore you.

 

 

Like a leaf on the tree

I crumbled like a  leaf

fallen under the tree

saving itself from the sunlight

under the shade of the mighty tree

perished in the soil with numerous rains 

burying and decaying close to the root 

becoming the nutrients supporting its growth

I wish to be the leaf one day

living in you and then fallen under you

becoming the blood in your veins 

and filling you with me all over 

living again through you

witnessing our world once again.