Just ached me to the chasm

Not jealous…not wishing to compete….but all i wished was a pat on my back…even when everything i did was same as the other…only she was see ..only she was heard…. only she was patted…and i was slapped for every step taken….did i do wrong…or not right enough to be appreciated…beguiled was my mind…conflicting and contemplating were the answers I heard from my inner thoughts…i controlled..it..but my eyes just filled and i couldn’t betray the tears that wanted to soak my cheeks….i let it flow down. every time i thought about the discrimination…it just ached from within….like a dagger pushed into me.
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