My angel…my life

You are the only memory, I do not want to lose, even I am struggling with a memory loss….the way you smile..the way your tiny fingers touched my cheeks…the tiny little eyes overlooking me with trust and hope…nothing in the world seems so precious when you are in my arms..as I witness you grow up…..you amaze me…in every way….the way your hand’s semi orbit my body…hugging me…even when you can’t hold me as a whole…you give me the feeling of being cared….i am not sure..whether it is you who is protecting me…or is it just me protecting you…
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.Soulrecitals
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The land where happiness, is forbidden

Ever since my childhood…all i wished was for a life filled with everything I needed..as I grew up, I realized it was all just dreams..as every second of growing up seemed like a hurdle…one moment I wanted go grow up…and the next I wanted to be that little girl again. The pain never subsides..never let me gather my courage nor it did fear my hopes. All its nullify me in everyone’s life. …one day I found a rainbow….like all I walked towards it, wishing for a treAsure…but Again..it was nothing but a bunch of masked people… Who smiled to betray…Everything was turning into ashes and finally, nothing remAined than my bones clothed with a skin that just incites another human. Nothing amazed me than my caliber to bear the pain…and I survived the journey of my life…in those cursed valleys where happiness was forbidden.
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Even Rain is scared to water me…

Why does sorrow strike me so hard…convoluting my emotions like a twister swiveling across the land, destroying everything within me ..every drop pf happy thought. Finally just departing me, with a heavy load on my heart that weighs me into a puddle of tears rolling down from me….but over the years.. the puddle had dried out and become so barren, that even happiness never bloomed there.

Am I lost or become barren that even rain is scared to water me.

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Soulrecitals
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