Different as I am,
Unwinding with time..
Letting myself let go..
From people’s minds.
Comprehend me, seems impossible to many,
As I never wanted some to understand me..
Everything attracts me,
From what not to why not..
All I did was,
Be rhythmic to my inner soul.
Until when I die in my soul..
When nothing, adapts me,
Not owns me..
My mind is a nomad..
Which goes mad.
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Not jealous…not wishing to compete….but all i wished was a pat on my back…even when everything i did was same as the other…only she was see ..only she was heard…. only she was patted…and i was slapped for every step taken….did i do wrong…or not right enough to be appreciated…beguiled was my mind…conflicting and contemplating were the answers I heard from my inner thoughts…i controlled..it..but my eyes just filled and i couldn’t betray the tears that wanted to soak my cheeks….i let it flow down. every time i thought about the discrimination…it just ached from within….like a dagger pushed into me.
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I stood overlooking the oceans of oddities, surrounding me..and i realized how far i have come..but for nothing that is mine. I stood paused in a strange thought …what have i done to myself….am i the one who stood like Alice, before entering the hole out of curiosity…or the one who lost herself to the eccentricities of the world around. All i wanted was to be lost in the whimsical world of impulsive desires..and here i am dealing with impulsive people who meant nothing but a perishable world.
Away was she, from cuddles;
awarded only occasionally,
was her presence …
unknown was she, as she was never considered
loved to the core,
not knowing she is just a bait…
her words were silenced,
her wishes were snubbed
it was only her fake smile, that lingered
yet, her pain staggered, floating with her as an unknown soul
she was just around but neglected every time…
her pain pondered, breaking her every time…
as she was ostracized by all she loved…
she even cured her pain, by ignoring it.