From morning , in a hurry burry I finished all the household work, which anyways I have to finish before my kid is off to school. With a severe toothache and headache ,I slept a lot yesterday, yet morning was not fresh enough as I thought it would be.
As I was wrapping up every work in the kitchen, my younger one woke up and came to me. But to her surprise, her mom was too busy to even say a ” good morning to her” . Later for which I felt bad too. Yet the complaining and rush kept on going till , I some way managed to finish up the packings and getting them ready for school.
I ran and to my surprise, the bus was quite early and waiting for us there, which is most of the times the other way round. As soon as I came back home after dropping her to school, I was damn tired, and the breakfast not even inviting to me, since I made Upma which was never enough reaching the standards of my mom’s cooking. For a moment I missed her a lot.
Still ,hunger is not a compromising part ,hence I ate what was left over. Finally, as I sat there wondering what to do, even thought I have lot many pending things to do .In such thoughts I wondered my mind away and was lost in front of the TV , even though I was not watching much, and started looking into the pages of my FB, yet found nothing interesting much.
In the end, I just wanted my younger one to sleep so that I could take a nap too . Not to my surprise, she was full of energy and not ready to sleep. ( AT that moment I thought I could have sent her to school, anyways too late to think).
The moment I asked her to sleep after lunch, she will start playing around even if she is damn sleepy. Finally, when I convinced her to bed, she wanted to go to the toilet, and that two times. At last, I was almost lost- no patience, all sleepy and tired. I told her am off to sleep.
Again she came and lied down beside me, jumping from one side to the other,doing what not to make me irritated. Finally an hour back she slept and not for surprise – AM WIDE AWAKE!!
Why is it that when we want something it never comes to us, and when it happens, we are even least bothered about it?
Interesting but the fact. May be I need to convince myself at times and learn to accept the things as it comes rather than demanding for them. I guess this is a very common situation in anyone’s life. I remember as a kid , I used to fight with my brother for the remote to watch movies and songs while he had some weird tastes. But now when am all alone ,I seriously don’t have any thing to watch. Sarcasm !