Musing and Thoughts · Romance and Musings

Nights never overwhelmed me as much, as it is now..

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Nights began its whisper

windchimes rhythmically

bringing in music to life

the night enchants everything around

for a moment I pause

the breeze sweeping my thoughts away

as if it is making love to me

tingling my feet, bringing a smile on me

the moon playing hide and seek with the clouds

as I hide with the curtains swinging with the breeze

the light falls on my skin

brightening every pores on mine

dawn never excited me as much

as you do, my nights…

I could be awake and feel the warmth of the night

and the coldness of the breeze that tantalizes my mind

nights never became so overwhelming to me ever…

since it reminds me of

loved ones …

 

 

Romance and Musings

I walked away for good

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I was surprised to realize I was all wide awake

Was it really me?

My soul questioned myself

the one in me who was in love with the bed

was totally awake in it

the strange feelings rumbling in me heart

wasn’t letting me sleep though

I closed my eyes, yet the sleep turned a deaf ear to me

I felt odd, as it was the happiest as well as the saddest moment in my life

the feeling was perplexing my emotions

playing with my tiring soul

yet my eyes were betraying my heart

sleep deprivation was turning on unwanted dreams and worries in me

as I closed my eyes, I knew why was upset

the thought of leaving them and going away was emotionally eating me up

Yet, It was their dream come true

still, my heart was fully not ready to accept the happy part

the happy and the sad part battled with each other

giving some underlying facts to support each one

finally, my eyes could not cheat

and it shut down the complete process of discussion

In the morning as I got ready for the day

I looked in the mirror, there was no tiredness

it was just a sadness to leave them

yet mixed with happiness to see their happy faces

I put up a smile on my face

portraying a shy figure out of the cocoon

and decided to fly away from them.

that is destiny, yet I knew I would be back

as my cocoon was my home

I walked towards the new life

not knowing where it was leading me to

yet seeing my loved ones smile

I decided to move along the tide

And finally be flown away to far off places.

Romance and Musings

Love like there is no tomorrow

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She trembled in her sleep

the thought of losing someone close to the heart

thoughts kept her awake all night

love and the care she is bestowed was rare and unique

the warmth of those arms, she longed for

the eyes that looked upon her with immense love

the passion that kept her living

the emotions that drove her to do the impossible

the care that she got pampered up everytime

her eyes were teary

she realized how much she was into the life

Fear kept her awake, her soul awake

she realised that instead of her fear

she need to live the moment

love like never before

and fall into those arms

forget the world

and live like, there is no tomorrow

Hold my hands ,as if you are going to pull me back when the life is taking me away

Romance and Musings

A day – not at all apt for me

From morning , in a hurry burry I finished all the household work, which anyways I have to finish before my kid is off to school. With a severe toothache and headache ,I slept a lot yesterday, yet morning was not fresh enough as I thought it would be.

As I was wrapping up every work in the kitchen, my younger one woke up and came to me. But to her surprise, her mom was too busy to even say a ” good morning to her” . Later for which I felt bad too. Yet the complaining and rush kept on going till , I some way managed to finish up the packings and getting them ready for school.

I ran and to my surprise, the bus was quite early and waiting for us there, which is most of the times the other way round. As soon as I came back home after dropping her to school, I was damn tired, and the breakfast not even inviting to me, since I made Upma which was never enough reaching the standards of my mom’s cooking. For a moment I missed her a lot.

Still ,hunger is not a compromising part ,hence I ate what was left over. Finally, as I sat there wondering what to do, even thought I have lot many pending things to do .In such thoughts I wondered my mind away and was lost in front of the TV , even though I was not watching much, and started looking into the pages of my FB, yet found nothing interesting much.

In the end, I just wanted my younger one to sleep so that I could take a nap too . Not to my surprise, she was full of energy and not ready to sleep. ( AT that moment I thought I could have sent her to school, anyways too late to think).

The moment I asked her to sleep after lunch, she will start playing around even if she is damn sleepy. Finally, when I convinced her to bed, she wanted to go to the toilet, and that two times. At last, I was almost lost- no patience, all sleepy and tired. I told her am off to sleep.

Again she came and lied down beside me, jumping from one side to the other,doing what not to make me irritated. Finally an hour back she slept and not for surprise – AM WIDE AWAKE!!

Why is it that when we want something it never comes to us, and when it happens, we are even least bothered about it?

Interesting but the fact. May be I need to convince myself at times and learn to accept the things as it comes rather than demanding for them. I guess this is a very common situation in anyone’s life. I remember as a kid , I used to fight with my brother for the remote to watch movies and songs while he had some weird tastes. But now when am all alone ,I seriously don’t have any thing to watch. Sarcasm !