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Buried under the burden love or not to love …..

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I am buried under the burdens of life

Seems like love hates me

It never stays with me

now I have reconciled with the idea of love

love hurts …

It hurts my soul, that I cannot even collect the shattered pieces

As I shatter down to the earth, a few pieces fly away from me

to the distant ….with a hope to bring you back

The broken pieces are never joined until you return

I decided that love was not a piece of me

wisdom let me stand away from you

but as my heart tried to shun away the part of you

to my disbelief, it snapped out of my body

leaving a void in it..a vacuum space

which I never could fulfill

My heart broke into two pieces

where one says love you the most

and the other says….leave you alone…

The dilemma was still one, even then I fell in love again and again

As deep down I was yours….forever.

Desperate need to come back

When there is a long gap in anything you have been doing and then stopped doing those , there comes a moment of desperation to do it.

It’s is not just work – but everything.

Past few weeks as I was talking to many women who shared similar thoughts to mine , I understood that we all were thinking alike, the desperation , the need to be something or someone. That’s on everyone’s mind , but to get through that it is quite difficult but not impossible. So never loose heart.

We all have some kind of responsibility in life ,which how much ever we turned down, we will end up doing . If I see my home messy, I will clean ones when am in desperation to clean. (which is hardly ever) . The only thing we need to have is confidence and a belief in yourself.

Never let your depression overshadows your mind . For women who too ka break for child care and another family responsibility, be proud that you have done it and it was a right decision. Never let the thoughts of burden cloud your mind.

It is not easy.

But again for us ,it is not difficult too.

Maybe for few years your life is revolving around the lil ones or your loved ones, that means you are not wasting your life- you are the most important person in their life .Be it a child or an elderly.

For me , my kids are my world and am happy that I devoted my time to them, learning a lot from them.

Be proud moms for you are what you are born to be and you will be what you should be and want to be, give time and have patience.