Musing and Thoughts

A crumbled soul..

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The look in your eyes

scares me at times

remind me the world is never the same

as I assumed it to be

everything went astray with me

when I matched those eyes

the wolf eyes, that stole everything from me

broke me completely

fragmenting the peace in my dreams

evoking my demons

turning me into the devil I was scared to be

running away was impossible

as the thoughts haunted me

now and then all along

the clutches too strong to just untag

scars may mend away

though the depth never seal

a pain I endure all along.

 

Romance and Musings

Am I afraid of the dark ?

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Dark clouds are gathering

Is it frightening me?

No, it is not the darkness that frightens me

For me, darkness is my friend

it knows me and my deepest secrets

it shadows my worst nightmares and my sorrows

as it begins to dawn, the whole light brings a glare in my eyes

overshadowing the real me and others

darkness brings out the real people

the rain wipes out the fakeness and the original self is portrayed in my mind

I stood there sighing in front of the dark clouds

when it started to shower the bliss of rain

quenching the thirst of every living thing on the surface of the earth

there I stood soaked in the gush of water from the clouds

the rain make me fresh and pure

brushing me up like a pure droplet in the first mist.

Romance and Musings

Your love held me in the enchanting nights

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Love for darkness was never ending

I always admired the darkness

the vagueness of the surrounding

the far off streetlights that gave a shadowing light

the beautiful fireflies that lit up my place

it flies around in my garden as if lighting up my way

the whole night invites me to step out of my comfort zone

and walk away into the dark pavements

the unseen paths, that hid many surprises

the danger was not the factor that pulled me back

it was only you that pulled me away from falling into the black hole

the attraction of black was indefinite

I could never control myself from walking away

Yet, your love held me strongly

your hands never let me go away

it held me so tightly

that even if I tried to run off

it would take me in complete control

even though I never stepped out

you let me admire the beauty of the darkness

the beauty that was profound

the impeccable nature in the twilight overwhelmed me

I love my surroundings more in the night

the howling of the owls

the chitter chatter of the grasshoppers

the silence of the night

the enchantment was always magical

with you around me, cuddling me in your arms

I could gaze the stars all night …

the way you held me in your arms

the whole world became a night garden to me

lit up with billions of stars surrounding us

showering all the blessings on us

let our love live forever….

Romance and Musings

Loneliness- the key to your soul

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The silence was filled up in the air.

She moved out of the bed, slowly floating in the darkness, her breaths were controlled.

She took each step out of the bed with caution, she freezes her anklets and her bangles, so that none make a move before she thinks. She kept a pillow beside her adorable kids to make them feel better.

Slowly moving to the quieter music of the night, where she could hear only the buzzing of vehicles from the distant roads and some honks. It was not a peaceful night, though, she could feel the breeze that was brushing her hair and the coldness under her nose.

It was the time, the time she loved being lonely her ‘me time’.

There was a time when she hated loneliness, she felt the need for some oxygen then. It was the time when she felt she was horrified by being alone and her thoughts were crumbled, diverted and she felt lost.

And now she fell in love with the loneliness, the vacant spaces never bothered her. She opened up the window, gazing the early morning sky, succumbing the freshness in the air. She wanted to be free from all the tangles, set herself ready for the whole day. She felt the breeze caressing her, comforting her as if nature was fondling her.

She let herself loose, in nature, feel the romance of nature.She gulped in a large volume of air, feeling the need to be full early morning.

The moment of silence was speaking more than words could.

She felt better, with a good conversation to her heart. She enjoyed it.

Loniless was never creepy again. She was in love with it.She wanted these quiet moments every day to feel better and stronger. The more she missed talking to herself, the more she complicated things.

There is none better than yourself to talk to at times.