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Alone

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Lonely me walking in the darkest paths of my life

judged and mistook by others

the eyes looked at me in question 

as if I did the life’s greatest crime for being alone

All I wanted to was to live freely

without being vague

I was clean like the wind 

pure like a rain drop

yet everyone tried to paint me as they liked

It was not easy to live among the people who

always looked at me as if I were a fallen woman

yet I put my head straight and walked towards my dreams

being alone was not a crime

as my dreams were never shattered

it was my aspiration that led me up to where I am now

To dream was my sin

To set my wings was my crime

yet I decided to walk away for good

I was never a head-turner, but being alone 

gained attention to me 

which was never the good one 

I never strayed away for my goals

my path was clear until I decided to turn down the evils

I resolved that life was not easy when we choose to ramble.

 

 

 

As he came closer to me….

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Drizzling of the rain

made music to my ears

yet my heart longed for another one

the beats of the heart that loved me

waiting near the door, all my ears counted was the footsteps

the heart could see, which the eyes cannot

my hair was flowing in the tantalizing wind

as he neared me, my throat was dried up

I lay there on the bed over looking the door that slowly moved away

he let himself into the room

he slowly slid himself into the blankets

caressing my hands and neck

he approached my face

slowly I could feel his breath over me

the warmness was beyond words

my heart beat raised above normal

he held my hands so that I don’t move

as he was hovering over my face as he whispered in my ears

“…….”

Suddenly I woke up from my dreams

wishing it was all real

it was my dreams

the dreams that brought him near me

I knew I missed him

the longing was more than I could bear

Still, I waited for the moment to be in his arms

when I knew he would lift me up in his arms

and dance like never before

among the moon and stars.

I walked away to build my dream

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I walked on the lonely road

walking by the road

not knowing where it led me to

still walking with my head held high

shutting ears to the murmurs of the world around me

I decided to walk away from all the negativities

hence there was no looking back

I held my heart in my hands holding it tightly

so that it never wept

the world might judge me and condemn me

but my craving for freedom will lead me to the world

where am respected equally

I wanted to be one among the crowd

rather than being a spectator

the will in me rose me up high, to walk out of the four walls that encapsulated me

the desire to be independent

to be desired and loved

to earn a space in the crowd

or stand out in the crowd

I have to gather all my courage and walk away

it took me years to realize what my dream was

it took me months to understand what was best for me

it took a second to walk away from my dreams

yet I decided to build my dream

my dreams were shattered when I decided to give up

You built me a door that opened up my trust to win over my fears

conquering my fears with you beside me was easiest

even when I decided to walk away you held my hands to my destiny

your love and trust let me be “JUST ME” and not live in your shadow

you realized my strengths and let me grow

your love made me unstoppable

With you, beside me, I can conquer the hearts and win a place.

Living her dream was all she did

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Under the starry night sky , she lay there on the grass ,holding his hands

resting her head on his shoulders , that supported her all the time

in all the phases of her life and every second

she felt his eyes were more attractive than the stars in the night sky

the stars seemed blurred ,than the twinkling of his eyes

she could cherish these moments forever

the passion in his eyes, the hunger in his soul to be with her

the longing of their hearts to unite to be one

the oneness in their essence, brought them joy

and separations brought in anxiety and worry

they loved like true lovers to unite

unable to stay away from one another

Even being two different entities,

the essence remained the same

the richness of their inclination was enough to fill their life with love

he was what all she wanted and dreamt of

the night was chilling and the whole universe conspired to make the fall into deep love

even the most little moments they were together

the memories became the base of all their life

the strong core that were building for their future

the way the carefully cemented their base of the life with love ,care and passion

throwing out all their limitations and shortcomings

building a virtual home of their own

she woke from her lovely dreams, feeling the warmth of the kiss he planted on her forehead

she was not in a dream ,the reality of living with the one she loved

was the most beautiful dream she ever fulfilled .

 

The invisible hands that caught her

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A sprawling layer of tea plantations around her.

All she could see through the misty surroundings was the vast stretch of tea plants spread across the land in front of her. She stood amidst it watching the fog covering the plantations and circling her. She felt lost in the mist.

It was like a soul was embracing her. A soul from an infinity carrying the fragrance of a wonderful aroma from the far end and perfumed with the spices of the south. The smell was like a drug to her, she felt she was all carried away to the west somewhere far beyond her thoughts could go.

She felt the invisible hands cuddling her and whispering in her ears. A welcome song to the enormous world of nature.She felt the need to spread her wings like the butterfly out of its cocoon and fly away.

The invisible hands held her hands high up in the air, slowly lifting it as if it was asking her to fly .. and fly away. The hands were powerful, the force was a great push, she couldn’t resist the thought.She felt like being invaded by the soul from the far west.

The winds were strong enough to wipe her off her feet and take her away. She stood there watching the marvelous mist encapsulating her body. The view became blurred as if she was blinded by the mist.

But she was enjoying the soft layered mist around her.The ambiguity and the uncertainty were having the greatest gravitational pull than the real life which she already was living. She couldn’t resist the push from the invisible hands. She knew she cannot fly, as her wings were already cut off, but the dream to be on her own was leading her.

All she wanted was to be free.

Free from all the worldly possessions, be like a butterfly fly around from one flower to another. Spreading her eye-catching beautiful wings and fluttering around the gardens of love and just love ..kissing every flower blooming in the spring, playing with kids in the garden guiding them to the enchanting nature and one day perish herself in nature.

All she wanted was to be free from all the tangles.