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Entwined in the pain you caused

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Falling for you

Would never be the same

even when you are near me

The pain you endowed on me

never took away the whole of you from me

every moment, you are recalled to me

through various flashes, I witness every day

like frozen for a moment

the world pause for me

to bring you alive from my memory

though all along you,

I burn you into ashes for the pain you inflicted me

you arise like the phoenix from the ashes

to remind me of the pain, I had endured.

 

 

 

The more she cared, the more she loved

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If there was a reason to hate…she would know

but when she looked at him, there was none

the way she loved him, was never an intention

it was a desire to be his, that drove her to him

with him, she was just herself

she never had to pretend to be someone

she was never shy to love

she could be all she wanted and smile unconditionally

he brought the joy in her life

she never knew she could love someone so much

her eyes were locked in his eyes and her hands caressing his forehead

letting him sink into the sleep on her lap

she could be like that forever

being his better half was a pleasure

where she enjoyed every bit of taking care of him

love is endless

she could love him more than she could even imagine

she enjoyed being locked in his eyes forever

the eyes that told her everything, that his lips could not.

the arms that could hold her, which the heart desires.

I hate Goodbyes

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I am not so good at goodbyes.

Some partings …are helpful. ;)…and easy to say ..because its just getting rid of people…but some good byes are painful…because we don’t want to part with our loved ones.

My lovely lil daughter , is realizing the parting dilemmas , she is in a stage now to realize what exactly  ‘good byes’ mean. I have noticed  that , whenever she is back from her school,, and bids good byes to her friends , she hated it so much. She never wanted to be away from them, but later on things changed, she realized that its not a leave taking , but a small bye for a short time and she will be meeting them again. 

Later she started to take such things lightly and enjoyed waving her hands to her friends to say good bye and meet them again later. Whenever her dad leaves for office , earlier she enjoyed to wave him bye-bye , but now , she knows that those bye-byes…. are meant for a little longer time for him to come back, ,and she will not get him to play with ,and now she likes to wait for her dad to be back home , she keeps checking the footsteps and keep asking me “who is coming” and waits for me to tell her that its her dad.

The same magic applied, ‘the wait for something ‘, when her grandparents left, we told her ,, in order for her to chat with them again, they have to go and so she consoled herself . 

Its so appreciative to see kids admire people in their life and value them.