Choices

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I preferred loneliness

I chose silence

I chose elimination

I chose to be away

away from all that I loved

to realize how much I treasured them

the pain of thoughts agonized me

it was never easy to be lost 

lost and obsolete

I want to lay absent-minded

adamant towards life choices

lay abandoned

lost in the far off places

where I am just telescopic to the world

flown away into oblivion.

 

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Emptiness….Sacrifice

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She was an empty soul

She was offered only what she never wanted

She was defeated in all her ventures

She wanted freedom

she was never denied, yet none ever gave her

She cried hiding from the world

even the dearly accursed her 

she wept with a smile decorated on her lips

Dear ones condemned her for falling in love

Everyone snatched away her dreams

blinded her vision

All wanted her to be what they wanted her

She lived a life, that they wanted,

Not what she wished for

Her happiness was sacrificed for others

was she living? or

was she dead?

She was misled as she let them to.

 

 

A connection of souls

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We lived apart

We met

We loved

We exchanged 

We lived together even miles apart

We sustained the pains of loneliness 

We skim through the thoughts of being together

We accepted the journey of life

We wandered from place to place

yet we remained together forever

We were worlds apart but bonded by our hearts

The only survival instinct was the life beyond death

We promised to be together forever till death parts our way

yet we believed in a life after death 

where our souls met each other

to never ease out our ways

the affinity in our souls can never wash away even in the hardships we encounter

I promise to be yours forever even when the world rips us apart.

Because I believed that I found me in you 

It was revelation to my own soul 

that my reflection is seen in you

As with you I become whole than fallen pieces

You make my imperfection perfect 

And let me live in your eyes like an angel.

 

he was the honey to the sweetness in me

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All this distance was killing

All I could see was him

even if I kept my eyes open or close

all I could feel was the warmth of his breath on my neck

the ticklish touch that drives me crazy was taking my breath away

the more I longed, the more my heart yearned for his presence

everything about him was striking

all I could recollect was the way he looked at my eyes

the way he said how much my eyes melted his soul

I wondered how a gem like him was hidden away from me

he brightened my life and polished me like a diamond

with him, everything seemed to go right

he set my path and lit me in the right direction

and all I did was to love him deeply

his love was something that I missed in my life

as he held my hands close to his heart … I could feel I was alive

he kept my heart beat longer in synch with his

his one look was enough to bloom me

and all I could feel was his touch..the warmth of his body against mine

the loneliness killed our souls but it strengthened our life

to be with each other for long-term battling all the pains in life

his hands held me up

As we walked through the stormy life to our destination

the one we chose for ourselves.

I felt like being drowned

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The crowd was growing thicker

but as it grew, I felt as if I was pulled away from you

the thought of being away from you was drowning me into a pool

I felt as if I was suffocating in a closed room

the more the people came in, the more we drifted away

Even with the music played on

with the loved ones near us

I felt empty

As I stood all drained up, you ran up to me

cupped my face in your warm hands

wholly taking me into you

invoking my soul from the pit I fell into

As I revived from the deep sleep with my eyes wide open

I could see, it was just you who pulled me out

I realized that I was lost and you found me from the dark pathways

The loneliness was slowly feeding on to me, as I fell into the dark pathway

I was upset with myself, for being so vulnerable

As he looked at me, with all those trust and love, all I could was give a smile

he let me wholly on him and took me to the world of our own

promising me that he would never ever go away from me.