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The long wait

 

The cold winds caressing her feet and slowly covering the wounds of the feet . The sharp edges that left her bruised and feel the pain was smoothened by the hands of the wind. The coldness is catching her feet and slowly climbing up to her, giving her the creepy cold touch.

The woolen hands which are warm enough to keep her alive for the winter , as it passes by until when the sun shines. The cold feet and the cold hands are awaiting the rise of the sun, to feel the warmness of the sunlight to fall on . The longing for the warm and sunny weather is all in her eyes and looking up to the horizon from the window near her. The wait is not over ,still the sun os not up.

All she could see was the little kids walking in the snow , covering themselves in the warm jacket and gloves ,hitting all the snow that comes in their path. She saw that everyone is so happy , yet for her, she wanted the cuddle , the warmness of the morning . The clear sky and the chirping of birds. She realized how much she missed her home, which she left behind to travel around the world.

Little did she know that she would be greedy for the presence of the other world ,where she grew ,she nourished and she felt alive. And here she was all numb and lost in her thoughts. As she sat near her window, putting her hands outside to catch a snowflake. She looked everywhere around ,it was early morning and yet the sun was not out, and all were out for work. Many battling the cold and walking to the tram stops and boarding the tram off to work.

As she was longing for a nice cuddle, her little sparkling eyed girl woke up and came running to her cuddling her and sneaking her hands into her jackets to fee the warmth. Then they spend their time gazing out of the window before the sun was out by 11.

Anger – leads to total mess

 

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Whenever my lil one , does some mischief and as all mothers does , I try to correct her, but nothing goes well, because she is never ready to listen to me and am never to listen her, and we both get angry and leads to a total mess. 😦 , not my house but my mind.

For me , whenever am angry , I don’t know why my stupid tears run down my eyes ,showing that am so weak , I can’t get angry on the other person. Its like showing off my weakness , and its quite ridiculous . Sometimes , we get angry for silly things ,which is exactly what happens to me all the times . 🙂

Anger is not caused by the words we speak or the actions we do, it depends on the situation the other persons mind is going on too. Basically , to admit something to someone , we better need to check what exactly the other person is thinking and is he/she happy or sad, or upset or already in a bad mood.  🙂

Everyone can get angry , but to be angry for a right reason , right time and knowing how to deal with it , takes enough understanding and patience . Sometimes the reason for anger , will be as simple and easy to handle as a piece of cake, but the state of mind, is also important, when we are in a bad state, even smallest prick with a needle , will be like a stab with sharp knife . 

Anger does not bring you anything other than sadness and loneliness. Its never an answer to all your questions.