Romance and Musings

The elegance of living like a ‘Girl’

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All that can be heard was the giggles of excitement everywhere in the house. The thought of excitement has almost given a rush to the hormones. The happiness is seen on her face and her cheeks blushed.

A happy moment, another milestone another memory being created.

It is always important for her to cherish everything she has in her life. Every small memory, be it anything, she just adds it to the building blocks of her castle of dreams. All her dreams, accomplishments, the satisfactions, the quiet moments, the embarrassments everything makes up what she is now.

It never mattered her, that she goes beyond her limits to help someone she loves the most. She cherishes everyone in her heart and even hides the pain. She can build a smile even when she doesn’t want to.

At times many obstacles come around, breaking her path away from being happy, still, she continues her struggle. The people around her objects her happiness, her craze, her vision, her power to express what she likes… these suppressions never made her fall.. all she did was carry herself up to the level every time.

She is judged, criticized, loved and cherished too –but these were the moments she enjoyed being ‘her’. She gradually learned that being’her’ never led her away from life, but always brought in what she wants in her life.

People leave, use, abandon, cherish and forget still She is always bright and shine. The way she smiled, brings thousands of blooming flowers alive. The most important part is she still lives ..forever and ever in the same glow.

This is what a ‘girl’ can be. She always wished to be born as a boy to enjoy the freedom of life, but when she realized what the power a ‘Girl’ has she abandoned the thought of it. A girls power to make someone happy, satisfied, feel the love and go beyond limits to be whatever others want. Only a girl can sacrifice her favorite to make others happy and be content in it.

A girls power to make someone happy, satisfied, feel the love and go beyond limits was something more powerful than any other can do. She realized the power of being a daughter, a sister, a wife, a lover, a mother and even a grandmom.

Tha charisma for being a girl is in the elegance of living a life.

Romance and Musings

Memories floating in

As I woke up early up in the morning ,with my two lil girls cuddled up near me, I could feel that there is no other joy that can satisfy me in this world, other than being a mom. A blessing for my life turned my life positive and interesting. Until then I was just a girl ,with strong interests, but now, I selflessly fall in love .

The sweet Lil angels sleeping near me has transformed me into someone I may have never ever imagined to be ones. I remember the time as a child when I was more like a grumpy soul, now I can smile for simple things.

Enjoy the naughty things they do and even recollect all the small naughty lil things they did any day. I guess every second in my life is touched and purified by their presence.

As I was sitting next to them in the early hours of the morning before even the sunshine peeps into my room, I could see my kids , the memories of their first arrival in our lives was so fresh and unique.

When my first angel arrived, the mom in me was so tensed,excited, blurred, confused, happy and what not. As she popped out of me , so tiny and cute taking away all my pains of childbirth in a second , as if she came out with a magic wand in her hand and just swished it so that I am lost in a wonderland with her .She copped with my mistakes, my ignorance , my insecurities, my boredom , my lack of experience everything. She taught me how to hold a baby, so tight that none can take her away from me. She taught how to feed her .She taught me how to even play with her. She was my teacher . She made me fall in love. She took me by her little tiny fingers to the world of her own imagination .

she again motivated me to invite another motherhood journey.

With my second one, I was not amateur , but again we had to learn to cooperate, share, be friends, focus, and much more. She came into my life when I was all ready for her. As she came out of me, cutting away from the tag that she carried all along those 9 months of her life inside me I was overwhelmed, overjoyed, excited, tired , but yes she too brought a magic wand of happiness and all my weariness vanished .It was like God has made me double strong to deal with my little girls who were sure to rock my world. She is different from her sister and that made me happier. I never wanted to nurture two similar kids, they must be different , being same is no fun.

As I began with the second journey of being a mom , I hold the hands of my Lil ones who take my hands and walk beside me, making me feel proud of what am now. Whatever I do in work or life, I know overall AM A HAPPY MOM!!!!!