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You solved my heart

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At times I wondered what my heart needed

did I ever love someone truly

I realised when I eyes unknowingly shed tears for you

I realised when I truly felt a dagger in my heart, at the very moment I missed you

I realised that love is not just being around for someone

but to be someone’s forever even when they are not near

I learned to say no to many things

I could control myself from all the temptations

It is you who is my strength

with you, its just me and not a pretend me

I could smile unconditionally

I could love unconstrained

I love to be tangled in your arms forever

I realised my worth, the reason for my life

you make me complete

you make me step into my dreams

the way we are connected make me live and smile

you are one my heart sighed for …

A riddle in me

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I want to hide away like the moon in the clouds

I wanted to be hidden forever like the stars in the sunlight

the real me was seen by none

I was obscured in the world around me

I wanted to share my secrets

I wanted to portray the real me to the world

I was hidden for the goodness of all

My soul was trapped in the fake me

the pain in me was disguised by my smile

the scars in me were stashed by the skin

my dreams were shattered and buried deep down in me

My eyes never dropped a tear

Since I knew my tears were the victory for others

I smiled even with my pain

My strength is my power to withstand

I could walk on the fire and be pricked by thorns

No pain could stop me…to lead and bounce back from any situation

I can cry all night and smile the next day, even with my tired eyes

The woman in me has deceptive eyes

I wish to bury my secrets in my grave

As my secrets can be a dagger to others

My eyes has thousands of stories to say

yet I wish to kee my eyes shut

never to propel the truths that hurt

The mystery in me should be unsolved until my death

I want to live as a riddle and die as an enigma.

I was glued to your life ….

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As I lay there holding my babies closer to myself

giving them the warmth and petting their foreheads

love was overfilling and flowing through my veins to them

the joy was profound and unexplainable

the way they closed their eyes and slowly falling into a deep sleep

after all the tiring day they had

running around making a mess

irritating me to the core and then making me smile again

every single moment I shoot up with anger, the mom in me calms me down

reminded by the innocent smiles that flash on their face

even with tears rolling down their eyes

They cry and yet they never wanted me to cry

the smiles that lit up my life

the big eyes, that showed me a new vision to live

the ears that gave me the super power to even hear their faintest voice in the crowd

the legs that ran around with me in the whole house with the melodious sound of anklets

the tender hands, that comforted me, when I had so much to do

their naughtiness imprinted many fond memories in my heart

at times I wondered what would I be without them

what am now, is all because of them, the love and affection they bestowed in me

their eyes always conveyed me that ” they loved me”

Their hands when held told me that ” they trusted me”

They could walk right behind me, even to the darkest part of life

They gave me the strength and courage to live a life, that I thought was never mine

Their love is my strength

their love is my power

the power that I gathered to handle all the broken pieces of my heart

they glued me into the life they wanted to have with me

And I lived happily with them

Forever….

The wait for the life to bloom

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Amidst nature, on the lonely bench, among the crowd, she sat

gazing at the amazing nature, wondering how God created everything so beautiful around her

She sat recollecting her fond memories, her memories that created a new her

a new life

a new perspective

a new vision

as she closed her eyes, enjoying her most lovable moments

she recollected the warmth of his arms and the love in his eyes

In the most memorable moments in their life

he asked her ” I want to have a life with you, I want a life out of you that is created with all our love”

All she could do was smile and say “yes” to him

And as she opened her eyes, there he was caressing her womb, the life that was growing inside her

the love creation, the love that bonded them forever

she sat near him, resting her head on his shoulders, and he caressed her hair and arms

giving her the comfort and strength she needed

the joy of becoming parents from life partners was an amazing joy.

Every moment, their love doubled, the way he looked at her changed

There was love in his eyes and respect

She could fall in love with him again and again

The joy of welcoming their pulse of life was at its highest

The wait for the moment to being parents was the amazing moments of life.

Her womb protected the life and his hands gave the warmth needed.

Together they waited for the flower of life to bloom.

Hope

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Every morning I wake up to a new ‘hope’

Hope to do more

To be with someone I love the most

To be touched by love

to be wanted more

to care and to care for

to be hugged the tightest way that love is expressed

to be kissed with a passion of love

to live with all happiness

to make someone happy 

to be a miracle for someone

to be different 

Everyone lives with a hope, the hope gives the strength and courage.

It is like a light on the horizon for someone seeking a way out of darkness. Hope helps someone to survive.

I want to live like the ‘last leaf’, be someone’s light and lead them in their path.

I want to be like the wind that gives them a push in their life to lead.

I want to be like the thirst that they long for. 

Hope to be the candle in the darkness where I can give them the light when they need and melt away.

I wish I could be the one who comes to their mind when they need someone to love. 

I want to fly like a bird but caged to value the freedom of flying.

I want to the last nibble that someone craves for. 

I just want to be a friend whom you asked for.

I just want to be ‘myself’, just before I perish myself.