Romance and Musings

I wish to travel back in time

e4656a94504cdbe07dbd51d25a215102

I wished to travel back

back to the time

where i could you as mine

where there were none to hold us back

where the time never played games with us

distance never parted us

people never judged us

I wish I could travel back

hold you in my arms as just mine

wish I could spin the time wheel

and rectify everything to what I ever wanted

All I want now is to be yours

but, world betrayed us

yet unified us unexpectedly

time plays a game with me and u

it runs when you are in me

and it crawls like a snail

when you are away from me

I wonder, what if it took us along

together as one and freezes forever.

 

 

 

Romance and Musings

Embrace me ….

mua2nho_by_tahypuka-d6at4h1

I wish I could hold you close to myself

I wish I could control you

Whenever I want you, you run away from me

Whenever I wish you never existed, you make me wait

As I want to grab you, you slip away from my hands

As I wish to loosen you, you hold a grip in my hands

You test my patience

You test my attitude

You test my love

You test my yearning

I wish it was easy to tame you

I wish to embrace however you are

Yet, you make it impossible for me

you smile at me while giving me surprises

you shut your eyes, as you give me sorrows after all the wait

you remain silent, when there is a need for you yet you don’t want to turn up

I get angry with you, I get irritated with you

yet you remain the same

pulsating up my patience at times

at times giving me the moments that I treasure the most

at times the pain that I need to carry the burden forever

I wonder how you are so much like this

even if I might turn you off or on, you are the same

O!! my dear time

Why you behave so weird….?

Romance and Musings

She was chained …

26c16693002f5b28b920c95c26ce2994

The busy roads

Vehicles running past here and there

everyone busy in mobiles or reading newspapers

the world around her was revolving faster

faster than her heart beat

every second flashed through

the time was ticking quickly

she wanted to hold a second in her hand

and sweep through every microsecond in it

living through the moments

she wished she could live every second with him

looking into his eyes, feeling his warmth

forget the rushing world around them

just them in the whole world

where they could love and be one again

none has time, even when they can find time

she battled among the loneliness and the crowded world

emotions caused a huge shadow where she resisted herself to be one among the crowd

she was all alone, even when thousands were holding her hands

she thought it was her inner self, pulling her away from everything around her

she smiled hiding her tears, battling with the tears rolling out of her eyes

the feelings were crushed under the feets of others

who knew her, but never realized her dreams

she dreamt of running away throwing away all the shackles of emotions

but the chains were stronger, that it wounded her soul, more than her body

the wounds never healed, it bled and bled enough that she forgot the pain

as her body was lost in the space

She looked out of the window for the hope

a hope that let her live the afflictions

the agony of being alive till the hope arrives one day to revive her

her soul waited for the moment to liberate from her tortured mortal

she stayed up all along with contemplation.

Romance and Musings

Live in the moment

8dd540134eebf9e0af7cc2303686ce86               The ticking clock is racing with her heart beat

It is as if, the time want her to race through the juncture

the hands of the clock were never waiting

not giving her enough time to live the moment

the seconds slipped from her hands

they tried to live through every second they could grab

Time was yet crucial

she wanted to live years and years cuddling

but the short lifespan was not letting her live through

it was best not to look at the time and live every twinkle as if it was another year

Every split second was worthy, that was fondled to remember for a lifetime

The beginning and the end was not in their hands, yet the ticking time was there’s

living in the blink of an eye, was all they could do

when it was time to move away, their hearts tore into pieces

the pain was sharper than she expected

the absence was like a void

she could live in the void with the hope

the deprived of feeling was the most torturing

she lived through it …with the power of love.

the hope of another tomorrow

the hope of being in his arms again

was the only force that drove her to her destination.

Romance and Musings

Being mom the second time is indeed a blessing

924d441c0d1ab096f6f9e1e9cfc56452

I do recollect the time, when we were waiting for your arrival, the long wait ended today three years back, when we added one more flower to our family garden.

I do recollect the time, when your sister waited keenly keeping her ears closer to my belly, to feel you,

you were welcomed with great smiles and warm hands

You came and conquered our lives with your naughty smile and impressive eyes

Time is running faster, out of my hands.

yet am falling in love with every moment

You brought a different perspective to my life. You gave me challenging perspective of parenting, giving me a touch of all the different levels of tantrums from low to high.

The way you held me closer to yourself whenever you loved me

the way you hug me and kiss me

showering all your love

making me feel special

expressing every tiny bit of emotion you tiny heart and eyes could hold

the way you need me all the time, doing everything to grab my attention

the way you put together all your naughtiness and love mixed up in a smile

Oh, my lovely little girl, you make me fall in love with my life of being a mom a little more than everyday

You managed to deviate my parenting goals to fit into your perspectives and impress me that I have done right for you

The mother in me is all awake for you, loving you more and more every second

The feeling of being blessed to be an angel’s mom is my gratitude

I wish I could hold the time, and cuddle you forever like this.

I know it’s easy for you to convince me of anything…with your naughty smile

oh, my darling, who changed the perspective of me being a mom, including challenges worth taking …at times making it a precious moment to cherish.

I love being your mother too…as I loved being a mom for the first time

Thank you for being my daughter who added more colors to my life, along with your sister.

Your sister woke up the mother in me and you revived the soul in me

helping me relive every moment again being a mother.

Happy Birthday my lil Angel