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Endeavour

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I ran towards the end

the end I thought was all

stumbling upon rocks and puddles

getting as dirty as it can be

yet, no pain showed on my face

as I ran the world was pulling me behind

the world who had abandoned me in my run

I wanted to show the world

the strong me

the  hidden me till then

only a few pure souls

realised the purity in me

excited my soul

and let me grab the run

if it was easy, it would never be mine

it was the hardest to take in  and let go your past

breaking the barrier and widening you spheres

letting all the thoughts that wound you to unwind

success was never an inspiration

but the journey was the one that awakened the spirit in me

I would struggle until the victory was mine.

winning or losing never frightened me

as endeavour was the only hope to survive in life

 

 

Is winning important?

I am always an average person who thinks that winning is not an important part. From my childhood I was always inquisitive about competitions , I participated in everything and even helped my opponents too. There were quite many instances wherein I used to run to  the stage start up my speech, which I had trouble memorizing and stopped there staring at the huge crowd in front of me, and smiled and ran off. It was just for a moment I used to feel awkward. then again it becomes a matter of fun in ur talks.

I loved participating always, even it was a running race. I was aways physically plump from the beginning , no regrets for that, hence whenever I said I wanted to be a part of running race, people mocked at me. Of course, I might look like a ball rolling around on the track. Still, I took pleasure in doing so. And of course, I won third price ones, even some relay races – which added my confidence level a bit higher.

I believed that I can do whatever I like, and if it was meant for me, I would get it too.

Singing was a far dream for me, especially when it comes to reciting a Malayalam poem ( my native language) . I was like an express in talking as well as singing, so there were no chances of me to win anything in it. The fun part is , I always joined such competitions , and made a laughing stock of myself. Never mind. To my surprise ,even though I didn’t win that competition, there was another instant where our teacher asked me to recite the same poem for a musical drama. That was quite inspiring for me.

In most of my cases in life, I have never left without trying except for driving. Am too bad behind the wheels. Actually, No plans to die and get hurt in an accident, just because of my own fault. 😛

Today ,when my daughter brought in a medal from her playschool . The joy was tremendous on her face. I wish every school recognized every participant in the same way , and not just give the winners everything. Losers are equally important as they at least tried and will trying forever until they win, so they are the true winners.