Romance and Musings

The warrior in me

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I want to be a warrior

warrior to achieve my dreams

I don’t want to be locked up

I never wanted to give up my dreams

I want to fly away and enjoy the bliss of freedom

but…

I do not know, where am now

Am I living or dead?

I asked myself several times

Yet, my soul left me unanswered

my questions were silenced by responsibilities

my dreams were shattered in the burden of obligations

I felt I lost the charm to living and brighten up my life

but…

a day came when a soul awakened me from the darkness

I could see the dark clouds shatter away

the bright sunshine was filling in me

the new me was reborn

I reconstructed my dreams on the slightest thread I got

and here am, dancing along the thread to the horizon

the path is narrow and complicated

yet my vision never faded

it got clearer as I was approaching

waiting to grab my wings to fly away

yet ..

one day I would return, as I cannot run away from my incubus

yet the path I chose is letting me live to the fullest

miracles help me work on my predicaments

fight my way through to my accomplishments

escaping myself from the narrowmindedness and shallowness

to the brighter cognizance

The world for better me.

Romance and Musings

Never ask me to Change for you

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Do not ask me to change…

If you loved me the way I am…

Why did you ask me to change later?

What is love, when there is a demand to change

do not overshadow me, walk beside me

never let me be swallowed by the conformity

Let me live in anomaly

I want to be a free bird

do not tie my wings

else one day I would break the chains and fly away

love me the way, I am with all the deformities

If you do not want the uniqueness in me

never love me

I want to live my life with all eccentricities

cherish all the moments in love and luxuriate in it

caress my wings, but never cut them away

my wings are my gateway to freedom

delight in my beauty, never trail on them

If you do not want my weirdness

ignore me, before I fall in deep love

hurting me easier ….than caging me

Never let me change with sentiments

As one day, the sentiments will vanish

And I might stop loving you forever.

Accept me as I am and desire me for my warmness.

Romance and Musings

Be the wind beneath my wings

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The road was a lonely path.

None across the road or even coming her way

She walked alone, unsure about the paths that were cutting across

She walked gazing at the dark streets, the unknown ones

She could see lights from the buildings on the other streets, still, the place was not giving her a secured feeling

She wanted to run, yet she felt it was cowardly

She wanted to be brave, strong and put herself out of all these situations

She wanted her comfort, her love, who gave her the warmth and protection.

She walked lost in her thoughts, which made her feel better

She recollected the time, when he hugged her tightly, leaving no air gaps

the long cuddles, that made her feel the whole world is encompassing her in those two hands

The warmth of the lovely kiss he plants on her forehead, making her feel, how much love he had for her

Holding her hands, as if she were a baby while crossing the roads, even if the streets were not busy

She felt that his love was the wind beneath her wings, that is letting her fly high up in the sky.

The love she wished that she never loose.

Suddenly, She felt the warmth she longed for, he hugged her and kissed on her forehead, the kiss said everything he wanted to say, the endless love, the care and the passion.

She felt safer even on the dark streets, the coldness in the air has vanished, the darkness has dawned and all she could feel was the arms that held her close to the heart.

 

Romance and Musings

The invisible hands that caught her

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A sprawling layer of tea plantations around her.

All she could see through the misty surroundings was the vast stretch of tea plants spread across the land in front of her. She stood amidst it watching the fog covering the plantations and circling her. She felt lost in the mist.

It was like a soul was embracing her. A soul from an infinity carrying the fragrance of a wonderful aroma from the far end and perfumed with the spices of the south. The smell was like a drug to her, she felt she was all carried away to the west somewhere far beyond her thoughts could go.

She felt the invisible hands cuddling her and whispering in her ears. A welcome song to the enormous world of nature.She felt the need to spread her wings like the butterfly out of its cocoon and fly away.

The invisible hands held her hands high up in the air, slowly lifting it as if it was asking her to fly .. and fly away. The hands were powerful, the force was a great push, she couldn’t resist the thought.She felt like being invaded by the soul from the far west.

The winds were strong enough to wipe her off her feet and take her away. She stood there watching the marvelous mist encapsulating her body. The view became blurred as if she was blinded by the mist.

But she was enjoying the soft layered mist around her.The ambiguity and the uncertainty were having the greatest gravitational pull than the real life which she already was living. She couldn’t resist the push from the invisible hands. She knew she cannot fly, as her wings were already cut off, but the dream to be on her own was leading her.

All she wanted was to be free.

Free from all the worldly possessions, be like a butterfly fly around from one flower to another. Spreading her eye-catching beautiful wings and fluttering around the gardens of love and just love ..kissing every flower blooming in the spring, playing with kids in the garden guiding them to the enchanting nature and one day perish herself in nature.

All she wanted was to be free from all the tangles.