Romance and Musings

Uncomplicated ME

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I am an open book
for those who love to read
I am a space consumer
for those who don’t need me
I am like the flower
for who needs nectar
I am like the medicine
that makes you energetic
I will be the sword
if you want me to defend someone
I will be the one you need
I am not complicated
read my eyes, you will know me
I am not complicated
read my feelings, the silence of my heart
let me be uncomplicated
let me be the softness of your soul
let me be the sweetness in your words
let me be the tenderness of your touch
do not judge me on my appearances
as it is deceiving
Am the white swan trapped in the blackness
yet my mind is clear, and it just whispers your name
listen to the rumbling​ of my heart
I just want to share the madness in my soul with you.
Let me never hide from you the true me.

Romance and Musings

The warrior in me

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I want to be a warrior

warrior to achieve my dreams

I don’t want to be locked up

I never wanted to give up my dreams

I want to fly away and enjoy the bliss of freedom

but…

I do not know, where am now

Am I living or dead?

I asked myself several times

Yet, my soul left me unanswered

my questions were silenced by responsibilities

my dreams were shattered in the burden of obligations

I felt I lost the charm to living and brighten up my life

but…

a day came when a soul awakened me from the darkness

I could see the dark clouds shatter away

the bright sunshine was filling in me

the new me was reborn

I reconstructed my dreams on the slightest thread I got

and here am, dancing along the thread to the horizon

the path is narrow and complicated

yet my vision never faded

it got clearer as I was approaching

waiting to grab my wings to fly away

yet ..

one day I would return, as I cannot run away from my incubus

yet the path I chose is letting me live to the fullest

miracles help me work on my predicaments

fight my way through to my accomplishments

escaping myself from the narrowmindedness and shallowness

to the brighter cognizance

The world for better me.

Romance and Musings

A riddle in me

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I want to hide away like the moon in the clouds

I wanted to be hidden forever like the stars in the sunlight

the real me was seen by none

I was obscured in the world around me

I wanted to share my secrets

I wanted to portray the real me to the world

I was hidden for the goodness of all

My soul was trapped in the fake me

the pain in me was disguised by my smile

the scars in me were stashed by the skin

my dreams were shattered and buried deep down in me

My eyes never dropped a tear

Since I knew my tears were the victory for others

I smiled even with my pain

My strength is my power to withstand

I could walk on the fire and be pricked by thorns

No pain could stop me…to lead and bounce back from any situation

I can cry all night and smile the next day, even with my tired eyes

The woman in me has deceptive eyes

I wish to bury my secrets in my grave

As my secrets can be a dagger to others

My eyes has thousands of stories to say

yet I wish to kee my eyes shut

never to propel the truths that hurt

The mystery in me should be unsolved until my death

I want to live as a riddle and die as an enigma.

Romance and Musings

Desperate need to come back

When there is a long gap in anything you have been doing and then stopped doing those , there comes a moment of desperation to do it.

It’s is not just work – but everything.

Past few weeks as I was talking to many women who shared similar thoughts to mine , I understood that we all were thinking alike, the desperation , the need to be something or someone. That’s on everyone’s mind , but to get through that it is quite difficult but not impossible. So never loose heart.

We all have some kind of responsibility in life ,which how much ever we turned down, we will end up doing . If I see my home messy, I will clean ones when am in desperation to clean. (which is hardly ever) . The only thing we need to have is confidence and a belief in yourself.

Never let your depression overshadows your mind . For women who too ka break for child care and another family responsibility, be proud that you have done it and it was a right decision. Never let the thoughts of burden cloud your mind.

It is not easy.

But again for us ,it is not difficult too.

Maybe for few years your life is revolving around the lil ones or your loved ones, that means you are not wasting your life- you are the most important person in their life .Be it a child or an elderly.

For me , my kids are my world and am happy that I devoted my time to them, learning a lot from them.

Be proud moms for you are what you are born to be and you will be what you should be and want to be, give time and have patience.